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THOUGHTS ON MORTALITY

 THOUGHTS ON MORTALITY  I have always wondered about the end of life, about the end of time, yes, I am a little weird dude sometimes but how can a living, breathing person not think of his own mortality when honestly he is always surrounded by the fear of dying?  I recently lost someone close to me. Very close. I lost my grandmother.  The memories with her now feels like the faded negatives of the photos you used to click when you were young.  Regrets of not spending a little more time always hunts me. Maybe I should have said " I love you" a lot more to her. Maybe I should have held her hands a little longer. Maybe I should have heard her words from her wrinkled lips a lot more than I did. Maybe. Maybe. But it's always going to be a maybe.  So now I look at mortality in a different light. I used to fear it a lot, even as a child. What if I died without proposing to this one girl I always used to like in school, I used to think. What if my grandmother just ...

MY FIRST SHORT FILM

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MY FIRST SHORT FILM  Well in my case, I see film as a form of an outlet for my emotions and feelings. I have always been an introvert for all my life although I try to fit myself in a society filled with extroverts. So my emotions and feelings were mostly trapped inside me as I talked and discussed about topics that never really interested me in the first place until I found films. I have been making short films since the age of 16. Initially I started where every starting filmmaker usually does making a short which requires more knowledge about film as an art form and none the less I failed miserably.                                                                                       MY FIRST ATTEMPT Hiraeth was my first at...