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Porn, Loneliness and Sex

Porn, Loneliness and Sex   Aged 11, I found some nudes online. It triggered an emotion in me that was always hidden behind the curiosity of a child. I had always liked girls. I had a crush on my classmates when I was studying at grade one. I had always flirted with the idea of my crush liking me back, even though I was very very young. But this was a different feeling all together. It was a sensitive mix of emotions that raged and stirred up my body with chemicals I had never felt before. That naked body of a woman introduced me to what we now call "sexual desires" and that was the first time I felt LUST.  But, before we proceed, let me tackle how at age 11, I saw nudes just so we can get it out of the way and I don't get reported for this blog.  Explanation for safety I had a tic tac phone, the one where we press buttons. It had a sim card that could barely connect to a 2G network but at that time, around 2013, 2G was enough.  Few days ago, while I was playing ...