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Aug 5, 2024 It's easy to blame someone else. It's easy to blame your surroundings and your situation. It's easy to look at them and find flaws. It's easy to hide and tuck yourself in the corner so no one notices your scars. It's easy to hide, not only from everyone but from yourself too because facing you, facing yourself is one of the hardest encounter you will ever have. :- Facing my self, I will be 22 on October 1, 2024 Over the last few month, I have been analyzing my flaws, unconsciously. I have realized that I am a very insecure person. Very insecure about my personality, about my appearance and about my conscious thoughts. I am overly aware about my surroundings and the moods that fly on the air around me. If someone looks down at me, I feel upset. If someone looks up at me, I feel great. I have that tendency to depend my internal feeling on how the world treats me and sometimes I even seek for validation, validation for my decisions or my pain or validati...